My profile name denotes the type of life I have lead, around every corner, a tragedy, a storm exploding over my head, exploration gone wrong. I am starting this blog to share my life experiences and explorations with the hope that someone out there will understand me, perhaps more than I understand myself. I am a lost soul, searching for a way to make something good out of all of my pain. I'm not a writer, by far, but I enjoy getting it out of me where I can analyze it as if it is someone else's life. I welcome you to my life.